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You ever wake up and feel like the world is against you?
Like no one is sincere
Like no one wants to acknowledge the slightest glimpse of your appearance
You feel alone in a room full of people
You know you’re visible but instead you’re feeling see-through..?
Because sometimes I don’t know what to think and I don’t know what to feel
I wake up in a panic trying to decipher what’s real
I roll over in bed only to be accompanied by the thoughts that run through my head
You either over think, under think, or don’t think at all
Can I just live on cloud nine without thinking about the fall?
But no life is never easy
No life is never easy
Life can grab you by the collar ridicule you and tease you
It can also be your friend, your kin or whatever
But life hits you hard like the upcoming weather
Never soft like feathers or smooth like leather got me sitting back like damn will I ever get it together?
Maybe never.. Or tomorrow or the next day
But I will never know so I bow my head and pray
I walk but with my faith I know that I will never stray
So the alone, the melody, the tones
The downfalls, the emotions the venting about it all
The thoughts, the faults, the disagreements and the talks
They are only temporary they come once in a blue like the leap year in February
I never sulk for too long just let my thoughts build strong so when they hit the verge of overflowing I pour them out with my soul
I need no beat no rhythm no lines, when these words hit the paper they sing of song that’s so divine.
I never have to speak because these words are so loud, I line them up and knock them down as they appear in my mind.

So I ask do you ever wake up and feel like the world is against you?
Close your eyes and picture a world that’s see through because people only see you when they feel like they need to
You don’t need the world to conquer what you plan to, you only need your mind to clear and your thoughts to be the positivity that has become YOU.
Your thoughts are your crutches and they can either be clutch on days or burn your ass when you touch them
So choose wisely because over-thinking is the fire that ignites under thinking is the thirst that you never quench at night and not thinking at all means you’ve given up the fight

Life is never easy
no life is never easy
But remember that you’re living while the next has stopped breathing.

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Posted by:breyanaa

Just a small girl in a big world chasing an even bigger dream. Philly girl trying to make a difference in the world. Why not start with a blog right? So enjoy while you’re here. 19 years young attending Temple University just trying to make it out and share my journey along the way. It’s rare to find females who still value themselves and possess morals and goals in this day and age but there are a few who still exist. I was given the gift to live, write, and feel free to express myself and so. . that’s what I’ll do. Welcome to my world, welcome to my life. Feel free to take a window seat and watch how it unfolds. Feedback is appreciated. I’m here to help, motivate, and share pieces of myself. God bless and best wishes. "There is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is capable of anything that she puts her mind to. There is a beauty in the strength and determination of a woman who follows her own path, who isn’t thrown off by obstacles along the way. There is a beauty about a woman whose confidence comes from experiences; who knows she can fall, pick herself up, and move on."

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